im quite worried. that's all. i cant talk to anyone right now, just need to hide in a corner and be with myself.

Room space

It's a lazy Sunday

Naturally i will spend my day watching Naruto. My new crave.

Of course, i need to have my quick dessert. vanilla icecream with loads of strawberries, blueberries and bananas topped with whipped cream and chocolate sauce.

While waiting for the next episode of Naruto to load, i made my newly bought toys pose for a photoshoot. It's so weird that i'm still having some obsession with cute toys.

just dont feel like posting anything today, the days before..and maybe tomorrow. im wondering how some bloggers can post several posts in a day, or at least a post daily.

but i cant resist myself from saying " David COOK, you won!!" i've been listening to his version of 'always be my baby' everyday. and i sing to it everyday. its crazy.

edit : im starting to believe that girls one year my junior ( 1990-ers) are way too hot? compared to.. other batches. right. something's fishy. =/

after reading xiaxue's post about her getting her tongue pierced made me all excited again.. seeing the video got me even more excited! fwraah~~ i think it all started 3-4 years ago when this waiter at kimgary served my family and we happened to notice his tongue stud and we sort of interrogated him. asking whther it hurt anot, this la and that. then my eyes sparkled. *_*

but of course, i never went for it. chicken me..and knowing that it can cause chipped tooth..and other oral related complications. but one thing though, tongue piercing has gotten a lil common..*turned off* but but..deep down i know im itching to get one. Y___Y

my tragus piercing has been giving me problems since joe left.hypertrophic scarring la,pus oozing out la. that's what happens when you take it for granted. now i do sea salt soaks every night till my head also senget to the left d. then clean with saline solution. and THEN, clean with diluted tea tree oil for the scarring. so not looking forward to night time.but i still love it.. hehe ^^

ok, enough of crappy piercings. my head has got this throbbing pain again..something like a headache. quite similar to what i experienced last year. im so scared now. >< and my finger nails are quite pale..omg im.so.worried. i hope it's just a post-period syndrome. which i normally dont get.. haih.. plsplspls!

when you let your heart win!!

i removed by braces yesterday! well..only the bottom ones. *sad* and i keep hearing stories about how the removal part will be the worst and it felt like your teeth is being yanked off..so exaggerated! -________________- i felt a click each time it's being removed. thats all. now, im waiiiitttinnng for the day to come where i can remove the upper part as well! sucha long wait...sheesh..ppl keep asking when im gonna get it removed already..and it bores me answer them the same thing over and over again.. some day loh!

currently addicted to Paramore's "that's what you get".. for a while, the lead singer kinda reminds me of avril last time, minus the teenage emo rockstar wannabe vibe. she rocked that red hair too.. love it...

a bat just flew into my house last night, everyone went crazy...'cept for my dad..who caught it. this is so random lah.

these 2 (HY and busty woman) will be the only ones accompanying be while the rest are...burried under their books. they aren't that free also actually.. aih.



and im desperate for a fringed sling bag now.. where to get leh.

another randomdom

im sucha lousy daughter. my mom, brothers and i were about to buy a mother's day cake today at the bakery . when she was paying for it only i realize i should've paid instead. INSTEAD, i was just standing next to her and staring into space..daydreaming or something. im always daydreaming / staring into space with a blank mind.. must be one of the laziness package. im scared people who think of me as lazy will just imagine me as a bucket of oil..that's how my mom refers to people who move around lazily. haha..ok. uh, happy mother's day

<...joezer...>
haih! i miss joezer so much.. it's like an off and on thing. so i try not to let anything trigger that emotion...what to do!! when i see couples together outside i get really envious..when watching movies also emo..sigh. but no worries, i keep telling myself that i'll be seeing him alot in 2 months time. which doesnt seem to be near anytime soon..seeing how the 1st month passed by slowly!!! and then read blog, oso sad..this blogger(s) was complaining that she's gonna b upset when she doesn't see her boyfriend for 2 days or so cus they hangout and enjoy each other's company everyday. -________________________- god BLESS her. sigh sigh sigh!!! and now joezer dont want to call me.. and he said he miss me some more..what is this!! sigh sigh sigh!

< / joezer >

im currently suspecting that my maid uses my oil blotter, nose pore pack, hand cream and other stuff which im not aware of because its impossible to tell whether things like my hair serum has been used or not. and she eats up my candies. reads all my stuff like my small girl notebook. but i just pretended nothing happened lah. dont want to wrongly accuse someone... later she destroy my bras and add detergent into my shower gel die lor. better not..better not.

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and with reference to jiayen's post about harmful ingredients some time ago, i wanna talk about how HERBAL ESSENCE ( the shampoo) caused massive dryness to my hair. okla, not massive, but you know..

bought herbal essence some time ago ( before reading jiayen's post of course!) and use use use..but i didnt really like it though, just for the scent maybe and because it really nid it after i sweat out. my hair is like this oil factory. after reading the post about Sodium Laureth Sulphate (SLS) aka harmful ingredient in shampoos..i checked my shampoos and to my horror, both my shampoos (L'oreal & Herbal Essence) contain SLS. so i use my emergency spare shampoo, Pantene which, thank god, doesnt has SLS. use use use. then finish and no choice, use herbal essence everyday because i keep forgetting to buy a new shampoo. now my hair dry like hell. and SLS also can be found in one of my shower gel ( dettol).. i even checked some of the common brands in supermarket, and majority of the shampoos and shower gels contain SLS! o___o . so, the SAFE brands to use are( as far as im concerned) : Shokubutsu for body and Pantene for hair. and maybe johnson's and johnson's because it's for babies.. so.. i cant believe i typed this long about stupid SLS. another one is parabens..that one is almost totally unavoidable. found in almost all cosmetics and skincare. i guess i have to start making my own soap and shampoos soon..-__-

Sunshine over

i've been going thru many nights where i cant sleep.it's so bad that i thought of switching my sleeping time to the day and be active at night. then i'll be wandering the streets at night and the only place i can go to will be 7-11 -.- during the day, my curtains will be shut tight and doors locked when i sleep till my breakfast at 8pm. i was thinking about all these when i was trying to make myself sleep. and i even wonder if i can make it into the Guiness World Records by doing so..

since young i know im more a night person rather than a day person. i like staying up late even when i was 3. and watch tv. -_____- i find it thrilling to stay up late and do my stuff when everyone is asleep with quiet surrounding. and im the only one with a lively room while it's dark outside. i dunno why but im making myself sound like catwoman. >_>

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Recently, i bought this Sushi Rolling Machine by Bandai Namco at Isetan. Ok, it's a toy but so what! it WORKS! who said toys are just meant to be toys!

it was really amazing to witness it being rolled out as a sushi roll. felt like i was playing masak -masak but a more life-like one. where i can eat!

it's so easy to make one. totally fool-proof. im so happy! wheee~! *jumps around like a kid*

n this is the result. i know, i can make better than this =P 1st time wat

since i made sushiroll, make onigiri also lah!