taxi lou

i can't drive, so i've been taking the cab around lately because my mom broke her right wrist. and i was so sick, disgusted, annoyed, angry at our dearest MALAYSIAN cab drivers because they refuse to use the meter! i know it's not new, but i don't use the cab u see, so i wasn't affected till lately. one of them replied my saying, "yong meter wan mm dou sek"(it's not possible to get adequate amount of income by using the meter) ok, but some are just plain lazy.

so i was very happy just now when this fifty something malay uncle, did not refuse to fetch me back and also did not refuse to use the meter. when the meter showed rm4.20, i took out rm5 and let him keep the change, but instead, he refuse to keep the change and gave me back rm1 because he doesn't have any coins! he was like "aiyah, no need lah". sobss..im so touched. he even bobs to songs from hitz.fm. how cute is that? we need more cab drivers like him!!god bless him! *_*

the HAPPY family

i can foresee that CNY will be very dull for me this year. it's like getting worse every year. bah.


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pangkor pangkor..seems like alot of people went there this time. we saw a couple of SAM students who pretended not knowing us. well, haha actually we were too. >=/

and i want to stay in pangkor laut beach resort!! @@!!@@ it's hot. too bad, with that kinda rates, no kid is gonna get close to it. we were like " when im rich..im surely gonna go there..".."let's stay there nex time..". they even escort you to the hotel from the jetty. like hw cool is tat? and while we were passing by that oh so expensive atas resort, i was whining in my head..i bet everybody did. the chalets are built on the sea..and and.. u'll hav to sit on a boat to get to the town because it's ON AN ISLAND. !!!!. perfect getaway for RICH couples. one night in one of the most atas rooms cost about USD3000. hello? please donate to the poor?

it was an alright trip, but what i really like is that we went there in a small group=less disagreements=less bithchings=less arguments. there was only 6 of us. and i, the only girl, was outnumbered. pshft. and i got bullied lah. =/ i remembered i cried while kayaking because foo and marvin was trying to be funny and disturb my kayak. i was already freaked out when i saw this monster jellyfish next to me + the unstable kayak made it worse..so i cried. im sucha baby=(

the five males and me! (behind the camera)

im scared of the sea. like, i would get panicky whenever joe and i didn't kayak "properly" and i'll be so afraid and start arguing with him. at the sea. while kayaking. no teamwork at all. omg. but he was very nice for being patient. hahahah.

all the cabs in pangkor are like this, which i think it's good for the groupies

oh, we also had an encounter with a very selfish and mean taxi driver. we wanted to go to this beach and fish lah during late afternoon, so this taxi driver drove us there and because there's not many taxis around that beach, we asked whether he can come back to and bring us back to the hotel, he said ok but make sure we are not wet. then when we were done, he was waiting for us..but.ahem..the guys went into the sea with their boardies..so wet la. and so he refused to fetch us back upon INSPECTING their pants..-.- he was like "maaf la..tak boleh ni..nanti basah..". hhmmpfh. fine. then we walked ..and walked till we found a cab. fuh.

there are also many hermit crabs everywhere, just close your eyes and dig into the sand and you'll most likely see one. this is one of 'em. the 1st picture of the hermits on top of this post was taken by mr.pro photographer which i thought was beautiful ^^b. i think we're quite mean towards them because we tried pulling it out of the shell and foo smashed it with a big stick but the stick broke instead .-.-

le mini island

and the boys "discovered" this mini "island" which leads to another sort of private area because there was only us and some guailous. we spent some time there cus the sand was super fine and well, private. and they wanted to fish.

the nice sandy beach where all the hermitcrabs live.

we had to go thru rocks and jungle to get there so i didn't want to get out of that place when it's dark. but we forgot the time!! and it was already dark..so i convinced joe to get out of the place with me first..it was terrible..cus it was dark..and dunno who's handphone rang in my bag and created this funny noise..ugh. reminded me of some horror movie.

the hotel's lobby which the boys loved because it's the next best thing when you realize that the rooms arent that great.

my husband and i, taken when we were holidaying in pangkor laut beach resort yeah right.

words that can describe/relate to this trip: jellyfish, chun-dou(stupid-dou), seafood, kon lo mee,friends, flipflops, convenient shops, pink cabs, love, playcards, sandy crocs and feet, beach hair, swimming pool, sunblock, crabs in mineral bottles and also bathroomsink, scramble eggs, bottled mineral water, etcetc which i cant think of atm because it was some time ago already!!

the great war!

so this afternoon, i was planning to have a nice long shower after sports because i was all smelly and sweaty and sticky. scrub scrub shower shower. it would've been enjoyable if not for the appearance of uninvited guests. the cockroaches. i have this showerscreen thingy in my bathroom but i rarely use it. decided to use it this time because the fan was blowing at me. i slide it to the right..and the this mini cockroach was there. shoot it down and into the hole it went! done! i continued taking my shower happily till i saw another bigger one. i glared at it for a moment before i start using my toilet pipe and shot it. i want to give it some wonderful and unforgetable moments before it goes down the hole. and i won! ok, enough of that. i didn't really hate them that much till today.

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something which i've be pondering about lately..

i used to be a straightfoward person.. why am i not now?? i think many times before i open my mouth now..U_U i remember there used to be this guy who sat in front of my in class during those highschool days.he had this B.O which my friends and i kept talking about. then i just blurted out that he has B.O la. not so direct, but any sane person would get the signal. then my friend sitting next to me was like "wei, shh! so straightfwd for wat?". haih.

i used to be quite ignorant when it comes to friends. yes, i love them and i care about them and i hang out with them. but i never worried about friendship issue.. it was all happy happy for me all the time. also, during highschool, i begin getting out of my lil shell and begin talking to more people, mixing around, be friendly, smiley smiley. so imagine hw quiet i used to be before that. HOWEVERRR, im back into my shell..again...why is this happening to me?

i want to be friendly, but to me now, it takes up alot of energy. i want to make lots of friends. yet, i know i'm not one of those kind who can just chat up with anybody. i need people to come to me(dad, you described me perfectly >_>) and i hate it likes this. i wonder if being friendly is a natural born talent, because i can't T_T i am an antisocial.

i used to wonder why this friend S used to be so concerned about her friends. she takes friends SERIOUSLY, like seriously. and it hurts her whenever her good friends couldnt spend time with her and bla. she values her friends, and makes sure that they are close knit. now i think im going thru the same thing as her.damn! okay, maybe something like that. i m so bad at describing that i would rather become a toilet cleaner than a journalist/author/bla.

i think, im going through puberty once again because only youngteenagers complain and get all confused with all these friendship stufff! but why is it happening now la... this is so sad. i thought it should only happen years ago when i used to be in highschool!! shhsh.

hello! to myself

it rained when we waited for new year. is that a bad sign or what?

for the first time in my life, i didnt sleep for 24 hours.(sleeping in the cinema is not counted btw) they say, you'll go crazy if you didn't sleep for 3 days. well, i almost went crazy cus i kept laughing in the morning. what they say is true after all.

when we hang out with our friends, it's always the mall (movie, shopping, bla bla) because that;s the only place we could ever think of. but i hate hanging out at the mall with frens sometimes, cus i like to shop alone most of the time. so one day, we went..cycling at some place. that place is so insignificant..i think not many know about it. what to do? it's lousy ma. parks here are lousy. boo...

my friend's lovevehicle, so cute! (in a way, it sounds dirty)

in our decent vehicle

in our manual vehicle.

i didn't know cycling would be so tiring. all the while, i only cycle on flat surface (tiled floors ahem). it was slopy..and my cellulites were screaming for help. i remember being so afraid of going downhill at first cus it was THAT slopy.. but i appreciated it later on.

oh, i was so tired yesterday because i didn't sleep for 1 whole day.as a result, this happened...

location:my room, on the bed. having a conversation on the phone.

"are your lights off?"
"nope"
"why?"
*pause a while* because i was thinking about something but i couldnt recall.
*i want to buy..........." << color="#000066">"har? buy what?? i asked why are the lights are not off la "

andddd, i went to singapore last dec, just like everyone else. said that the xmas deco is fancy and nice and this and that la, but to me, OKAY la. they just placed a few toy soldiers here and there. shopping was bad too. and vivo is disappointing as usual, it's overrated.

the toy soldiers, with 's' cus there's actually many more on top (the bridge like thing)

the giant starbucks. earlier, they have 2 children standing there ringing bells asking for donation. i can tell that they were tired and bored.child labour ar? but it works!

the "statue" which is not a statue. everybody was busy taking pics of him, i only saw this nice guy gave him some $.

2nd day, went to gleneagles, met doc, and another scope! *nOOOooOoo* the place looks nice and pro and white. but i woke up halfway during the procedure, torturing!! after hours of waiting, i finally allowed myself to let out a sigh of relieve.

following days are filled with boring shopping experiences. yawn.

i like their food republic tho, it's unique, unlike the one in Pavillion.

my dimsum, served in cute dimsum box?

xmas was alright. spend the eve wif ma friends. girlygirly. nothing fancy.

the kiamsap lady and i @ TGIF. heehee.

in my lil room, with headgears ok, just to get into the mood.haiya!

@forever21, trying on and NOT buying. they DUMP the clothes here isit??

hmm, had a bad experience at Pull & Bear. i like the clothes there, but there's this sales girl who got really pms-ey. 1st, she actually said in a rude manner that my friend and i can't share the same fitting room. ok, fine. but talk nicely la. then, i walked out and waited. 2ndly,she passed by and glared at me. and glared at me again when i came out from the fitting room. @_@

the gingerbread which i decorated ^^

the past 9 days is like a test for me. it was also the time where i learned to appreciate and realize alot of things. anyone would've said it was unlucky, but im grateful, glad that i'm alright and not suffering like many others who could've suffered far worse than me. glad that i'm able to learn, experience and take things in a positive manner. im thankful.

mom, for being with me all the time. i know you didn't sleep well because u were crying. your porridge is much more delicious and you gave me strength when im scared. you were tired, but you kept me company and make sure everything is settled. i never look forward to nighttime because i know you will leave, and i know you know because your eyes told me that you are sorry for me.




dad, your encouraging words gave me courage to face all the tests. you told me all your experiences and made me realize how lucky i am, how grateful i SHOULD be. and i really am. i remember when i was lying, heart panting and in pain.. you kept brushing my hair and touching my cheeks. i felt like i was 8 again.



joezer, you know how well you can handle with my emotions. when i was at my lowest, you were there for me. i was so scared when i thought of the bone marrow test, but you kept telling me to think positively. i was way at the losing end, but you pulled me back. from cries to laughter, frowns to smiles. i know you tried, and you succeeded.i love you.



jeniffer, i never really like you but you were with me every night. you sure know how to take care of me. i'm pretty embarassed though because you saw every part of my body! MALUUU.



kitli, you are still a little baby to me la. you came over for hours that day, but you just talk and entertain me. why didn't feed me food wan? haha. its okay baby. because you are one. when u visited me at my house, i was so weak that i couldn't talk to you. but you understood and left. you looked pretty for prom girl.



siewtheeng and kaichean, thanks for "to cheer you up" baloon and fruits which you went all the way to imbi market to get for me. i was surprised how much a baloon can do to cheer me up. i kept playing with it whenever i couldn't move around. both of you made me laugh.jokers!



kahmun and kahhor, another set of joker couple. thanks for the flowers. they are right behind me now, drying up =( it was nice chitchatting with both of you. i remember you smsed me to warn me to becareful so that i won't knock onto anything if i faint again, that's very thoughtful of you..yet funny. it was just random okay!



neighbour who lives few floors below me, thanks for helping that day. i know im heavy, without you my parents would not be capable of getting me into the car.



ambulance man, thank you for calming me down. that really helped.



nurses at gleneagles, you all are one friendly lot. you all changed my perception towards nurses. i used to think they are mean and nasty, not anymore.



tze may and mom, it was nice to have you guys there because i was so nervous before the procedure!



mr. and mrs chan, you cared so much for me. thanks for telling me your son's experience. at least it gave me an idea of what i was about to expect. both of you came right away when i was admitted again. i know both of you are very concerned, just like how you will be concerned over your children. i'm sorry i can't eat your fruits mrs chan!



wynwyn, my lil brother who is labled as "sek jou yan" by my parents all the time. i know you cared about me although u didn't dare to admit. whenever you come into my room and talk to me, i'd feel much better because you will be telling me all your stories and crappy things which i like to hear.



jerald, why you like to be so random and appear all of a sudden quietly? haha. you didn't speak much, but im surprised that you came. thanks sor lou.



shi xian, another person who gave me a surprise visit. really really happy that you came since you stay so far away. i thought you forgotten about me... =((( thanks girl, i know you cared.



all my mom's friends, thanks for visiting. especially aunty meiling who lighted up candles for me. it must've helped =). thanks for the flowers and your aunty stories, at least i didn't feel that bored.

mrs hoe aka sam director and ms.choo, thanks for visiting and the flowers too! nice stories u have there, mrs hoe.


thanks to those who cared and smsed/called me. muaaah!

dub dub dub

im quite random, so i constantly have random thoughts, which i don't really share with everyone because they'll think im crazy. but here goes..

-i have this thing called SMS-QUOTA. my brain doesn't allow me to send more than a certain amount of sms per day, so tat explains my late reply sometimes. if i send too many sms(as in 7-10) i will feel suffocated and tired. haih.

-i think i've been consuming SOOOOOOOOO and SOOOOOOOO much sugary food for the past few years and im finally sick of SUGARY food even chocolates. bad thing? yes, how am i gonna enjoy my desserts har? i actually rejected dessert twice~! i wasn't even tempted to eat the chocolate joe offered which jiajun bought.

-skinny jeans are addictive. i was disappointed when i realize topshop @ MV doesn't have my size. um, *RUNS TO KLCC!!* i tink lagi don't have. "skinny jeans are for skinny people", who cares!

-having migranes for the 1st time in my life. it sucks,it really does..i can feel like there's this techno music my brains are dancing to..throb throb.

-why some people (ie. high school kids who are having holidays SOON) like to crazy highlight their hair ? like..multiple colors or some weirdo color. very ugly lor.

very semangat picture of the L1 species.

i used to think...

some many weeks ago, college ended for me, classmates n fellow SAM-ians. i thought myclassmates were joking about each of us giving closing speeches but each of us gave one in the end. im glad everyone did. very emotional period...tears flowing down, hugs and all.

fastfwd: now im having my samFINALS.and im really taking it lightly. i admit, im just being lazy and assume that everything will go OKAY. as usual..haiyo. how? all the "what if(s)"..


and jay's latest album,,,,,, RULES. hah! he must've INSAF from last yr's crappy album.tat's why. and im a HAPPY HAPPY girl now. =))) dear mr.chou, can you please please please come to malaysia again for an autograph session? i still remember 2 yrs ago, when he came..i went for his autograph session at 1U. so, kit and i queued and queued.finally, when it was my turn, jay signed for me la of cus~~^^v but he didn't look up, so i just stand there until he looked up at me. fuh! he must be thinking "sigh..poor desperate girl..since she stand there waiting for so long, oklah! i'll look at her lah!" can't be helped.. =P


i was doing my sort of annual copying of pics into my CD and i browsed throught my old pictures. i think i changed alot leh. i think it's because of my braces. thank god for the braces! i stil remember kimhai used to say that i have this..."sai kua pao"?? i don;t really know what it means, but i noe it's something about the teeth growing outwards. im so gonna flash my teeth at him next time man. =DDDDD okay, some old pics which i dug out>>

penang-our after post spm trip

hmm, why 7-11 ah? becus that's the only few shops which were open

mlynn yum wif her creative headgears

i thought i didn know engyao till this year??

the tougue out pose =P i think i look like a retard lah.. and who says tongue out pose are cute??

another post spm trip to spore. vivo city sounds so canggih..but of course, not that canggih also la, ceh.

2 years back. when i used to be thinner. and joe used to be thinner.

3 yrs ago, pure white and innocent.ahem.

the famous JUMP..tat smashpop guy must've been jumping since he was a baby to get perfect JUMP! pictures all the time