the great war!

so this afternoon, i was planning to have a nice long shower after sports because i was all smelly and sweaty and sticky. scrub scrub shower shower. it would've been enjoyable if not for the appearance of uninvited guests. the cockroaches. i have this showerscreen thingy in my bathroom but i rarely use it. decided to use it this time because the fan was blowing at me. i slide it to the right..and the this mini cockroach was there. shoot it down and into the hole it went! done! i continued taking my shower happily till i saw another bigger one. i glared at it for a moment before i start using my toilet pipe and shot it. i want to give it some wonderful and unforgetable moments before it goes down the hole. and i won! ok, enough of that. i didn't really hate them that much till today.

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something which i've be pondering about lately..

i used to be a straightfoward person.. why am i not now?? i think many times before i open my mouth now..U_U i remember there used to be this guy who sat in front of my in class during those highschool days.he had this B.O which my friends and i kept talking about. then i just blurted out that he has B.O la. not so direct, but any sane person would get the signal. then my friend sitting next to me was like "wei, shh! so straightfwd for wat?". haih.

i used to be quite ignorant when it comes to friends. yes, i love them and i care about them and i hang out with them. but i never worried about friendship issue.. it was all happy happy for me all the time. also, during highschool, i begin getting out of my lil shell and begin talking to more people, mixing around, be friendly, smiley smiley. so imagine hw quiet i used to be before that. HOWEVERRR, im back into my shell..again...why is this happening to me?

i want to be friendly, but to me now, it takes up alot of energy. i want to make lots of friends. yet, i know i'm not one of those kind who can just chat up with anybody. i need people to come to me(dad, you described me perfectly >_>) and i hate it likes this. i wonder if being friendly is a natural born talent, because i can't T_T i am an antisocial.

i used to wonder why this friend S used to be so concerned about her friends. she takes friends SERIOUSLY, like seriously. and it hurts her whenever her good friends couldnt spend time with her and bla. she values her friends, and makes sure that they are close knit. now i think im going thru the same thing as her.damn! okay, maybe something like that. i m so bad at describing that i would rather become a toilet cleaner than a journalist/author/bla.

i think, im going through puberty once again because only youngteenagers complain and get all confused with all these friendship stufff! but why is it happening now la... this is so sad. i thought it should only happen years ago when i used to be in highschool!! shhsh.

hello! to myself

it rained when we waited for new year. is that a bad sign or what?

for the first time in my life, i didnt sleep for 24 hours.(sleeping in the cinema is not counted btw) they say, you'll go crazy if you didn't sleep for 3 days. well, i almost went crazy cus i kept laughing in the morning. what they say is true after all.

when we hang out with our friends, it's always the mall (movie, shopping, bla bla) because that;s the only place we could ever think of. but i hate hanging out at the mall with frens sometimes, cus i like to shop alone most of the time. so one day, we went..cycling at some place. that place is so insignificant..i think not many know about it. what to do? it's lousy ma. parks here are lousy. boo...

my friend's lovevehicle, so cute! (in a way, it sounds dirty)

in our decent vehicle

in our manual vehicle.

i didn't know cycling would be so tiring. all the while, i only cycle on flat surface (tiled floors ahem). it was slopy..and my cellulites were screaming for help. i remember being so afraid of going downhill at first cus it was THAT slopy.. but i appreciated it later on.

oh, i was so tired yesterday because i didn't sleep for 1 whole day.as a result, this happened...

location:my room, on the bed. having a conversation on the phone.

"are your lights off?"
"nope"
"why?"
*pause a while* because i was thinking about something but i couldnt recall.
*i want to buy..........." << color="#000066">"har? buy what?? i asked why are the lights are not off la "

andddd, i went to singapore last dec, just like everyone else. said that the xmas deco is fancy and nice and this and that la, but to me, OKAY la. they just placed a few toy soldiers here and there. shopping was bad too. and vivo is disappointing as usual, it's overrated.

the toy soldiers, with 's' cus there's actually many more on top (the bridge like thing)

the giant starbucks. earlier, they have 2 children standing there ringing bells asking for donation. i can tell that they were tired and bored.child labour ar? but it works!

the "statue" which is not a statue. everybody was busy taking pics of him, i only saw this nice guy gave him some $.

2nd day, went to gleneagles, met doc, and another scope! *nOOOooOoo* the place looks nice and pro and white. but i woke up halfway during the procedure, torturing!! after hours of waiting, i finally allowed myself to let out a sigh of relieve.

following days are filled with boring shopping experiences. yawn.

i like their food republic tho, it's unique, unlike the one in Pavillion.

my dimsum, served in cute dimsum box?

xmas was alright. spend the eve wif ma friends. girlygirly. nothing fancy.

the kiamsap lady and i @ TGIF. heehee.

in my lil room, with headgears ok, just to get into the mood.haiya!

@forever21, trying on and NOT buying. they DUMP the clothes here isit??

hmm, had a bad experience at Pull & Bear. i like the clothes there, but there's this sales girl who got really pms-ey. 1st, she actually said in a rude manner that my friend and i can't share the same fitting room. ok, fine. but talk nicely la. then, i walked out and waited. 2ndly,she passed by and glared at me. and glared at me again when i came out from the fitting room. @_@

the gingerbread which i decorated ^^