pottypants!

one week after, i'll be leaving and i felt like i've not done alot. like, stuff.

joe said it's normal and he felt the same way too. =D so yay! im not the only one.


not like im never coming back anyway =/ its just probably 6 months. heck, i've not seen some of my friends for 6 months too. no bigs.



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cute? yes! they are macaroons, fake ones.

more cute desserts! fake of course! from q-pot by tadaaki wakamatsu.

i've been ooh aahing over them for ages and because of that ..

i discovered a cute toy AGAIN. it's more like an adult's toy because i bet kids would make a mess outta it. i'ts that messy heheh. =.=

it's called..... Decotti! by takara tomy.

it allows you to customize your own dessert accessory and its so cute la omg..><

just squeeze the "cream" and deco with the strawberries and diamontes and let it dry i think!

and get this!

i costs about rm100 per box i think.. since its around 2900yen. which is quite expensive. o.o. for a keychain!

no wonder i see so many of these stuff labelled "handmade" in poupee girls. cheh. they bought that macaroon keychain making kit.

i thought they crafted everything from scratch. i was so impressed at 1st and thought, " wahhh, those jap girls so geng"

it's scary to see so many homogeneous office people walking about, crossing roads while clutching their wallets with their name tag swinging from their neck during lunch hour. i really hope i don't end up as one. and it's kinda silly to say that even.

i want to be in a place where i can just work at my own pace, and do things that i can pour my passion into.. and that's so difficult.

and i'm gonna do finance. this is so screwed up. haih..

one plus one is..

there goes my rm200... spent on watching Beauty & the Beast musical with emma & XL. i think it's only worth rm150 because there was some glitches here and there. im an unhappy customer >=/

other than that, it was pretty good though. but who am i to judge because, er i only watched 2 musicals in my lifetime. >< and out of the 2 musicals, one of them is performed by my school. hoho.

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went to bangsar AGAIN with hy and emma last week and i swear not to go there anymore till..well.till i come back because each time i go there, i'll miss a turn and i end up in somewhere else. screw the signboards!! my petrol arrrrr.

so to compensate for the loss of petrol, we ate banana leaf rice which doesn't come cheap too. cheaper than DELIcious tho. yes definitely. screw DELIcious!! screw everything!

this is bad, every single thing annoys the hell outta me these days. i get ragey and angry over the smallest things. bad bad bad..

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just settled my tuition fees in Macquarie Uni. check.
other than that, blankss. i gotta progress!!

i wonder what's with me being last minute. 0.0

embrace youth

i thought once i remove my braces, people would start to take me more seriously..

Don't lie, with braces on, anyone would look immature! like my neighbour, mr.x who just became a dad and i looked at him with his braces on i thought "u? a dad??" 0_0

When i was inquiring about the poslaju services at the counter today, the lady just talked to me as though as i was too young and immature. in short, she wasn't taking me seriously -.- she looked like she wanted to laugh at me. >_>

i was just asking a question like any normal person would... sobs.

i had a b'day celebration last weekend at Nerovivo!

the place was so hidden, if Bijan wasn't next to it, nobody could've ever find it.

i hate celebrating my b'days because i usually get really nervous and frustrated. you'll be worrying about the guests and make sure they are not alone and make them mingle, worrying whether they can find the place, worrying about the food and worrying about practically everything and i thought it's my birthday.

i tried my best to make everyone feel comfortable, although im not sure whether it was working or not. i wished my highschool friends would try to talk to my college friends but as expected they did not. so the mingling part is def not working.

how a sunday should be like

i was driving back home and i felt so so sleepy and comfortable because it was raining and the weather is just so shiok! and so happen my windscreen wipers are switched on, i felt like i was being hynotized.

tongues+urbanites+polyvore

So Tongue in Chic has this contest where you have to essemble an outfit using polyvore. and i want the rm20 voucher so bad so i could find an excuse to shop during the Urbanscapes event. *cross fingers* my outfit is kinda bland.. but i like it that way.so whatever =P


i made another set few days ago in the morning.. i think im kinda addicted to polyvore.

i've been so busy playing this thing called poupee girl till i forget about the time and things to do. its that addictive. but i think its only for the girls though. my poupee is just at the side bar! this poupee girl thing is quite shallow.. and maybe childish. strictly not for serious ppl haha.

i realize that alot of birthdays fall in june! but its just how i feel i guess.. its like every other day in this month, i'd hear.."oh..her bday is coming soon" and tons of birthday comments all around facebook. and no, im not a facebook addict.

and of course, my birthday happens to fall on this month too! So what happened that day? nothing ~ its just plain ol dinner with the family @ a chinese restaurant. the place was incredibly quiet sumore. there used to be alot of people but eversince they renovated and changed its name, not many people visited. it was good food..good food. it's funny this year though, because most of the bday wishes came from unexpected people. and it's just different. not that i care, it's just another year older and maybe wiser =P

i've never got a chance to explore my laptop's camera settings and functions till just now because it used to be so dim till i cant see my face, but that's because i didnt choose for backlight compensation ( didn't realize) ><>

stary starry! so weird, such a coincidence that one of the stars is at the centre of my forehead.

ma soulmate dissing me

shiny shiny! *amazed*

still amazed and trying to grab 'em

that's me at the olympics yo.. it actually tracks my face..so when i go underwater, the spectators wil be like "woah".

im trying to pet the cat..but it took so long to be awake, so i got excited n scratched it hard, real hard! and this is when it's about to jump!

this is how i will look like if my face is in symmetry...

T_T

Also, i was really impressed with the developed pics from my Fisheye. they all look pretty..it's so difficult to take nice ones.. but that's really not the point of a lomo cam anyway.

that's my brothah n his friend. love this pic alot. Alot.

this one is taken in pangkor + joe's feet who's in need of an emergency pedicure.

another really nice picture, because you can really see the colour of the water. and this is take at the so called "private" mini island haha.

noticed a smokish thingy at the left? it's just freaky, this is taken at the hutan next to the beach. luckily no one is in the picture..if not, that'll be awesomehaha. choi choi..

i celebrate my belated last night, that'll be in another post though.

********and happy birthday to ms. jia yen who is still in melbourne! *********

pretty pretty

i dont quite understand some things. first, almost everybody is complaining about the increase in fuel price. can't they get a life? i know it's gonna be a big change and things are gonna be difficult, but don't they know that compared to many countries, the fuel price in our country is much lower? and instead of ranting about, why not make sure the funds used to subsidise the fuel before are put into good use by the government. it's hiliarious seeing some ppl saying that it's no point living in this country anymore and migrate somewhere else. other problematic issues like corruption in our country is another thing. not to be mixed up though. i dont know if im sounding naive like everyone else, but this is coming from a mind of a 19 yr old to be anyway.

another thing is, i forgot. -__________- hehe. oh i suddenly remember, i dont get it when ppl queued to fill up petrol in their car when the increment was announced. because it's not gonna make much difference unless they take a huge container and store thousands of litre of petrol for spare. other than that, i just dont see the point of queuing and waiting for 2 hours to fill up. and summore they are wasting time and also wasting their fuel because.. dont tell me the aircon doesnt need fuel to work. and not to mention, putting a burden on ur poor brakes. time for servicing!

i just dont know la. im not a big supporter of the government too but dont need la join facebook groups like " malaysians who hate badawi" or " 1mil msians who are not happy with rm2.70 per litre of petrol". luckily my blog not famous like kennysia. if he were to post something like this he would've suffered from overload of net bashings, punching, or whatever you call it. poor guy.

pic taken off from facehunter...

the picture above is so pretty! love the flowers on the grass. reminds me of alice in wonderland. i dont mind seating on that grass provided it's dry and i cant see the soil. and i dont see any worms or bugs around.

im so difficult to deal with sometimes because most of the time, i refuse to step on grass because it's wet/muddy/i can see the soil/grass not nice. and then, i'll take the longer route.sometimes, joezer will push and force me to walk on the grassy path which i will struggle to get off him. if only all the grass are dry and nice like the picture above, then i dont need to take the longer route. =P

i normally dont post about where i went and stuff like that but this time i feel that i need to. because....... i drove to bangsar on saturday! without knowing the way, relying on instincts and sign board and also my friend hy, who contributed on the way back. and we were very proud of ourselves^^ i know its no biggies, but its an accomplishment for me and her =DDD *cant be helped*

thought of bringing less money so that i can control my spending, of course it worked. temporarily only. i know im gonna be back there again. but there's one problem, i dont think i can remember how to get there =(

there are pics but hy seems reluctant to send them . i wonder why.

im quite worried. that's all. i cant talk to anyone right now, just need to hide in a corner and be with myself.

Room space

It's a lazy Sunday

Naturally i will spend my day watching Naruto. My new crave.

Of course, i need to have my quick dessert. vanilla icecream with loads of strawberries, blueberries and bananas topped with whipped cream and chocolate sauce.

While waiting for the next episode of Naruto to load, i made my newly bought toys pose for a photoshoot. It's so weird that i'm still having some obsession with cute toys.

just dont feel like posting anything today, the days before..and maybe tomorrow. im wondering how some bloggers can post several posts in a day, or at least a post daily.

but i cant resist myself from saying " David COOK, you won!!" i've been listening to his version of 'always be my baby' everyday. and i sing to it everyday. its crazy.

edit : im starting to believe that girls one year my junior ( 1990-ers) are way too hot? compared to.. other batches. right. something's fishy. =/

after reading xiaxue's post about her getting her tongue pierced made me all excited again.. seeing the video got me even more excited! fwraah~~ i think it all started 3-4 years ago when this waiter at kimgary served my family and we happened to notice his tongue stud and we sort of interrogated him. asking whther it hurt anot, this la and that. then my eyes sparkled. *_*

but of course, i never went for it. chicken me..and knowing that it can cause chipped tooth..and other oral related complications. but one thing though, tongue piercing has gotten a lil common..*turned off* but but..deep down i know im itching to get one. Y___Y

my tragus piercing has been giving me problems since joe left.hypertrophic scarring la,pus oozing out la. that's what happens when you take it for granted. now i do sea salt soaks every night till my head also senget to the left d. then clean with saline solution. and THEN, clean with diluted tea tree oil for the scarring. so not looking forward to night time.but i still love it.. hehe ^^

ok, enough of crappy piercings. my head has got this throbbing pain again..something like a headache. quite similar to what i experienced last year. im so scared now. >< and my finger nails are quite pale..omg im.so.worried. i hope it's just a post-period syndrome. which i normally dont get.. haih.. plsplspls!

when you let your heart win!!

i removed by braces yesterday! well..only the bottom ones. *sad* and i keep hearing stories about how the removal part will be the worst and it felt like your teeth is being yanked off..so exaggerated! -________________- i felt a click each time it's being removed. thats all. now, im waiiiitttinnng for the day to come where i can remove the upper part as well! sucha long wait...sheesh..ppl keep asking when im gonna get it removed already..and it bores me answer them the same thing over and over again.. some day loh!

currently addicted to Paramore's "that's what you get".. for a while, the lead singer kinda reminds me of avril last time, minus the teenage emo rockstar wannabe vibe. she rocked that red hair too.. love it...

a bat just flew into my house last night, everyone went crazy...'cept for my dad..who caught it. this is so random lah.

these 2 (HY and busty woman) will be the only ones accompanying be while the rest are...burried under their books. they aren't that free also actually.. aih.



and im desperate for a fringed sling bag now.. where to get leh.

another randomdom

im sucha lousy daughter. my mom, brothers and i were about to buy a mother's day cake today at the bakery . when she was paying for it only i realize i should've paid instead. INSTEAD, i was just standing next to her and staring into space..daydreaming or something. im always daydreaming / staring into space with a blank mind.. must be one of the laziness package. im scared people who think of me as lazy will just imagine me as a bucket of oil..that's how my mom refers to people who move around lazily. haha..ok. uh, happy mother's day

<...joezer...>
haih! i miss joezer so much.. it's like an off and on thing. so i try not to let anything trigger that emotion...what to do!! when i see couples together outside i get really envious..when watching movies also emo..sigh. but no worries, i keep telling myself that i'll be seeing him alot in 2 months time. which doesnt seem to be near anytime soon..seeing how the 1st month passed by slowly!!! and then read blog, oso sad..this blogger(s) was complaining that she's gonna b upset when she doesn't see her boyfriend for 2 days or so cus they hangout and enjoy each other's company everyday. -________________________- god BLESS her. sigh sigh sigh!!! and now joezer dont want to call me.. and he said he miss me some more..what is this!! sigh sigh sigh!

< / joezer >

im currently suspecting that my maid uses my oil blotter, nose pore pack, hand cream and other stuff which im not aware of because its impossible to tell whether things like my hair serum has been used or not. and she eats up my candies. reads all my stuff like my small girl notebook. but i just pretended nothing happened lah. dont want to wrongly accuse someone... later she destroy my bras and add detergent into my shower gel die lor. better not..better not.

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and with reference to jiayen's post about harmful ingredients some time ago, i wanna talk about how HERBAL ESSENCE ( the shampoo) caused massive dryness to my hair. okla, not massive, but you know..

bought herbal essence some time ago ( before reading jiayen's post of course!) and use use use..but i didnt really like it though, just for the scent maybe and because it really nid it after i sweat out. my hair is like this oil factory. after reading the post about Sodium Laureth Sulphate (SLS) aka harmful ingredient in shampoos..i checked my shampoos and to my horror, both my shampoos (L'oreal & Herbal Essence) contain SLS. so i use my emergency spare shampoo, Pantene which, thank god, doesnt has SLS. use use use. then finish and no choice, use herbal essence everyday because i keep forgetting to buy a new shampoo. now my hair dry like hell. and SLS also can be found in one of my shower gel ( dettol).. i even checked some of the common brands in supermarket, and majority of the shampoos and shower gels contain SLS! o___o . so, the SAFE brands to use are( as far as im concerned) : Shokubutsu for body and Pantene for hair. and maybe johnson's and johnson's because it's for babies.. so.. i cant believe i typed this long about stupid SLS. another one is parabens..that one is almost totally unavoidable. found in almost all cosmetics and skincare. i guess i have to start making my own soap and shampoos soon..-__-

Sunshine over

i've been going thru many nights where i cant sleep.it's so bad that i thought of switching my sleeping time to the day and be active at night. then i'll be wandering the streets at night and the only place i can go to will be 7-11 -.- during the day, my curtains will be shut tight and doors locked when i sleep till my breakfast at 8pm. i was thinking about all these when i was trying to make myself sleep. and i even wonder if i can make it into the Guiness World Records by doing so..

since young i know im more a night person rather than a day person. i like staying up late even when i was 3. and watch tv. -_____- i find it thrilling to stay up late and do my stuff when everyone is asleep with quiet surrounding. and im the only one with a lively room while it's dark outside. i dunno why but im making myself sound like catwoman. >_>

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Recently, i bought this Sushi Rolling Machine by Bandai Namco at Isetan. Ok, it's a toy but so what! it WORKS! who said toys are just meant to be toys!

it was really amazing to witness it being rolled out as a sushi roll. felt like i was playing masak -masak but a more life-like one. where i can eat!

it's so easy to make one. totally fool-proof. im so happy! wheee~! *jumps around like a kid*

n this is the result. i know, i can make better than this =P 1st time wat

since i made sushiroll, make onigiri also lah!

boo!

im in an incredibly happy mood right now! feel like jumping around and giving candies to everyone! woosh! there must be something in that 'lo mai kai' a.k.a glutinous rice with lotsa pork fats and god knows what they added into that dim sum. because there's this sudden surge of happiness after finishing my lunch. if only this lasts forever.

i dont know why but i've been spending alot lately, particularly on clothes. i told myself not to buy anymore because i dont want my luggage to be overweight when i leave. it's so hard for me to resist temptations *shoppaholic mode switched on* im supposed to save up for a dslr/NintendoDSlite which i've been eyeing for so long!! must must must stop buying unnecessary things and focus on my target!

so i suggested to mlynn that she and the rest of my friends should all donate/chip in to get a ndslite/dslr for my bday.. and she calculated that i'll need more than 150 ppl to chip in at least rm10. so despo.. *looks away*

a short lil post on American idol! : im so pissed that Carly Smithson got voted out! Brooke Bich White is still in, so is Jason Castrate Castro. those 2..annoying lil bugs. it's funny how much i hated David Cook last time because i thought he was arrogant and abit rock-star-wannabe-ish ..but im beginning to appreciate his voice now! my friend sent me studio versions of some of their songs..and im hooked to michael johns aka sexy 30yr old aussie 's 'A Days in the Life'. yay! at least i've got some sweet tunes to listen to! *gives away more candies!*

Phase

just decided that i'll squeeze in a short and pointless post before i go grocerry shopping ( one of my favourite past times ) with my mother at Jusco. oh jusco i love u! i love Milo too! no, not that milo beverage! Milo Ventimiglia! that guy is so bloody hot i dont know where to start. so for the time being, Milo will take over Joezer hahahahha. who ask u to leave? Milo Milo Milo.... i know he's 30, but that's the point. that makes him ever so hot. and he's dating Hayden pant..something. (i like to call her Hayden Pattiserrie ) .and Hayden, miss lil cheerleader is the same age as me!! so unfair! but i heart Hayden, she seems like a nice girl to me.

its rare to see me admiring celebs like this. the last time i was like this..was....during those F4 days. so embarassing to say this but it's true. how silly i was! i mean, right till now, i still roll my eyes at those girls who go gooogoogaaagaaa over celebs. but how can their guys beat Milo! U_U he looks so gentlemanish, im not into playboy/nottie boy type. i like matured guys. now i know why Crystal adores (or that's what think) older men like our LAN teacher who has loads of chest hair.

Nevertheless, i still have joe in my heart. must state my conclusion. that's what i learned in college. college fees didnt go to waste afterall!

one chocolate SUNdae please!

it has been a long time ever since i felt this tired. i mean, how could i be tired? i dont have lousy college and i dont work. and i dont party. but i'm actually happy that im tired, at least i know i manage to occupy myself. i have to,if not i'll get so depressed n think about the purpose of my existence. *sigh* whateverrrrr (the bitchy whatever).

i m actually getting pretty annoyed by ppl using wtf like nobody's business lor. they deserved to be wtf-ed because they say it out of the blue and end their sentences with wtf and maybe they even have wet dreams about it. <<..im so sure all these wtf madness started from there..gosh...im getting goosebumps thinking about it. geez.

i've been pretty pissy nowadays. friends n especially family members(esp mom) pls bear with me. maybe its because of you baby, haha.

however, watching " Over Her Dead Body" lifted up my spirits a bit. its so funny la. romantic comedy, but the cinema was roaring with laughter because it's that funny. and because Eva Longoria Parker is in it, she always acts one kind 1 la. that particular type of role..speaking of her, im wondering if anyone actually has the entire series of Desperate Housewives. i think im starting to like it. so sinful!

fishingnet!

i dont know why but nowadays i've gt mood towards anything related to the comp/internet..not a vry good sign. so i stumbled across this website hor, which teaches you how to fold your toilet papers like those seen in hotels. the weird thing is, they have many patterns. so it's origami toilet paper!! i dont know what's the purpose. those japs really have the ability to transform the toilet into a pleasant place to be in. heavenly!

http://www.origami-resource-center.com/toilet-paper-origami.html

n then someone sent me forwarded email ( those mails with weird weird things la ) n the title said " baby swimming (super cute!!)" so i open the mail while making guesses about what i'm about to see and this is wat i saw :

i think i've seen this picture somewhere but i forgot. but after seeing it this time PLUS the title..i was horrified o.o how can it be cute! it looks nasty on the babies and as though they are being strangled. they dont need to swim! i didnt swim when i was a baby..what has the world turned into... poor babies. it's in china i think. the place where they do weird things to babies. and kids.

im always having trouble with belts. they are either too short or too long. dont ask me why but i always buy the wrong size. if too short then transform into waist belt lor. if too long..i dunno! or sometimes when there are excess belt coming out after i buckled it. and it just dangles there. so annoying..finally, i found the solution! >>

just tie the belt! seen at D&G

actually there's alot of weird stuff la. just lazy.

when is winter gonna come

are we trying to fix a vase broken into pieces? because no matter how many times we fix it, it will break again, it's just not strong anymore. it's hard to let go of course, but it's better to face the reality than letting it break again and again till every single piece turns into nothing. i dont know what have we been going through. but no matter what, i will be more careful so that it doesnt break again. maybe paint a layer of protective shield over it too. that should do the trick. yes, that's a brilliant idea.

* i love you baby *

crampmsriods

im really upset because i think i've lost thousands of pictures because all of them is in my old hag stupiad spoil comp.i dunno whether it is still retrievable or not. i doubt any of my friends would be ever so kind to send me those pictures again. U_U they are busy like slavebees.

but on the bright side, i bought a lappie at the pc fair last weekend.it was insane cus there was so many ppl,it was almost impossible to move if you dont push. when i came out, i was already all sweaty.bought a dell inspiron:white. other colors made me wanna vomit blood. so i got some difficulties installing this and that, i called DELL. those ppl over the phone have one of the most pleasant voices i've ever heard over the phone. i can imagine what one would have to do to pass an interview at DELL. hahah

hmm,joe left for already a week and im doing pretty fine. it's not that difficult after all and i didnt cry when i sent him off. it was a pretty huge crwd because 50% was made up of his family. it saddens me to see his young cousins hugging him(like affectionately) while calling out 'da ge ge'. they are so cute and young..just cant help feeling sad for them because i know they are very close to him. i think everyone was going "awww...".. it was nervewrecking to be in the same place with his almost entire family..felt so pressured and 'watched'. as though there are thousands of cctvs around me. even zi li said i look awkward.

stuff i wrote for you way back in form4, folded into paper cranes. i unfold it n read it. how different i was.

a picture u took of me. always love them!

i made a headband the other day, i've always wanted one of those elastic thin headband usually seen on fashion ads,spreads n stuff. just that they are so bloody expensive and im very and extremely stingy when it comes to accessories. i dont believe in paying rm30 for a cheap plastic bangle for rm 39.99 for a necklace. anything less than rm10 would be good. heeeeheeeeeeee.

the other headband i made!

i went through boxes after boxes of ribbons, cloths and knickknacks in the storeroom. found loads of pretty cute lacey ribbons my mom bought last time, get ready the needles and thread and whatnots and start off according to the instructions in the website. it was easy tho.

the end results!

got instructions from here >> http://www.alteredcloth.com/blog/2007/07/how-to-make-a-headband-easy-ribbon-headband.php

lazy

so there was Earth Hour the other day, i only knew about this through A. Kittyli B. My 9 yr old brother. kittyli told me that they are gonna light up cndles@ the park when the electricity goes off, how fun! and my brother came back from school and told everyone in the family to switch off everything from 8-9 and so we did. it was only my bro, maids and me. switched off everything except for 1 or 2 lights and my bro n i had a lil chat while waiting for the time to pass. he was asking all sorts of questions about global warming and sadly, i couldnt answer most of them sobs.

" will saving the water help to reduce global warming?", " who causes global warming, ka-che?", "can we stop global warming?", "what is going to happen next time? i don't want to die so fast ><" and other questions a clueless 9-yr-old kid would ask. i never even know that the word "global warming" exist when i was 9.

triple-play !!!

you know,when ur friend got herself together with a guy, and they end up being like two elephant glue which makes u feel impossible to even try separating them for a while. and u feel like a gigantic lamp post for even walking behind them. and because of that, i really really *heart* my long time ol' bestie who DOESN't make me feel that way. i feel happy for them really. it was a breeze hanging out with them, both of them together for the 1st time. . so refreshing haha!

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and i got my tragus pierced after don't know how many months. i can't wait to change my jewellery once it's healed! i'm very happy and thanks to Jojijoe for fetching me to hartamas and marvin for the directions despite him driving like someone with a bad hangover. now i know why piercings are addictive, because it makes u think when are you gonna get another one. that can't be happening, nope.

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i watched dr.seuss's 'Horton hears a Who' and i love love love love love love it! actually, i didn't expect anything less since it's from dr. seuss! everybody should go watch it! it's so cute, touching, and not ur typical ice age or lame animal cartoon! i nearly cried at the climax of the movie...just don't want jojijoe to see me and tease me later on. heeheeeeeee. horton i love you!!!!

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just bought the irridescent powder from MAC Fafi collection, can't remember wat it's called, but it's bronze like but quite subtle with shimmers and gold tones, which is wat i've been looking for. can't wait for the heatherette collection, patience! cus it's very pretty and i bet any girl who looked at it will go ooooh aaahhh and feel guilty for not purchasing it. girls will always be girls.

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i realize i typed everything in short sections. it's a sign of laziness and tidak-apa attitude in me! and actually i feel very down today because of my uni application, so many complications.

how to say random?

altho i was furious at my friends, i still heart them *heartsheartshearts* it's always like this: you tend to get angry towards ur loved ones. but never hate them. and vice versa.

i've never been this bored in my entire life! i've turned into a robot because i live my life in a robotic schedule. it's so pathetic, shameful, sad, ( and other un-nice words) because here m i, so free, i should do more productive things n breathe in every atom of msian air before i leave T_______T

because i was so bored, i decided to pimp ma mp3 yo. it's not an ipod mind you..it's a SONY, a mini not so high tech sony mp3. so i have to bring in the bling to make it look more hitech. and likeable. hehe

my pimped mp3 ( this pic is so nice!!)

actually i wanna cover the entire mp3 with those bling, but i was too lazy to do so..it takes so much patience to do that!! i wish those bling were real crystals though..

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i've got nothing else to say =D and oh, i've got this very odd, out of the place, weird goldfish. it's the only one which does this almost 24/7...

upsidey

at 1st i thought it was dead, but no...it just has this habit of swimming and enjoying itself by being upside down. i don't even know why i bother looking at my fish..i was that bored.

meow meow!

my friend eric recently commented in his blog saying that many bloggers nowadays are trying to be the next It blogger, which i couldnt agree more. some are just trying to hard. some put so many oh so beautiful pictures of themselves and some just couldn't stop mentioning every single thing they do like a step by step of eating a toast bread WITH pictures. haiyo.

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like many others, kittyli just left for aussieland last month! no doubt one of my closest friend and beautymakeup partner and talkaboutanythingunderthesun soul mate. i admit that i was very furious with my other friends who used to go to the same highschool as we do during her farewell luncheon.. i felt like screaming and slapping each and everyone of them except those who actually realize that it IS afterall a farewell. i sound so violent, and yes i am that violent if i am damn angry. i also feel like slapping them again for always making up lame excuses.ie college assignments oh please! sick of hearing them and sick of hearing them discuss about college which is so 1 second ago. now, i can't believe im actually vending out my anger here, but it's definitely a safer choice than doing any physical harm to others!

so the very last thing kittyli said to her parent was " mou har patches ah! " ( Don't bully patches*her dog*!!) OMG...i thought she was about to tell her dad to take care and stuff like that but nooo, she didnt. typical, she even told me that even if she comes back for a break, it's because of Patches. oh man.. haha.

i didn't know i will cry, but i did. i know i am not good at holding back my tears. only me, jojijoe, jeraldsexmaniac and loon went to the airport. where are the GOOD friends? I don't know.

the D word

i never bothered to read the nation section of the newspaper these days due to the elections..reading them is just like reading my moral textbooks. ><

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i had alot of things to blog about, but once im ready, everything sort of flow outta my mind. oh, i've added a new word to my dictionary, it's "SMEXY" = Smackin' sexy!i've been including that word in my daily conversations with joe hehe.

valentines was celebrated casually at my boy's house. we just cooked and packed food from outside and created our humble romantic dinner. what we cooked? haha, carbonara spaghetti cooked from a packet of sauce bought from isetan, just we dump that pack into boiling water, taddaa! and japanese curry rice cooked the same way. no fuss~ fuh! AND tapao caesar salad from Chili's, curry croquette from isetan, and rice with egg from a restaurant near his house. we are so lazy, shame on us. =( and even stole his mom's wine. tsk tsk..

the croquette & da softshell crab maki.

salad-carbonara-curry rice made us happy ^^ we ate like pigs as usual and i mean it because some girls would say they ate alot but actually, they only ate a mouthful.

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attempted to make onigiri (something giri lah) and it was a tad too sticky. 1st time hehe.

during CNY, BoBo visited us with her CNY costume which i didn't really like. but she's cute, so that makes up for it.

you go grrrl!