another randomdom

im sucha lousy daughter. my mom, brothers and i were about to buy a mother's day cake today at the bakery . when she was paying for it only i realize i should've paid instead. INSTEAD, i was just standing next to her and staring into space..daydreaming or something. im always daydreaming / staring into space with a blank mind.. must be one of the laziness package. im scared people who think of me as lazy will just imagine me as a bucket of oil..that's how my mom refers to people who move around lazily. haha..ok. uh, happy mother's day

<...joezer...>
haih! i miss joezer so much.. it's like an off and on thing. so i try not to let anything trigger that emotion...what to do!! when i see couples together outside i get really envious..when watching movies also emo..sigh. but no worries, i keep telling myself that i'll be seeing him alot in 2 months time. which doesnt seem to be near anytime soon..seeing how the 1st month passed by slowly!!! and then read blog, oso sad..this blogger(s) was complaining that she's gonna b upset when she doesn't see her boyfriend for 2 days or so cus they hangout and enjoy each other's company everyday. -________________________- god BLESS her. sigh sigh sigh!!! and now joezer dont want to call me.. and he said he miss me some more..what is this!! sigh sigh sigh!

< / joezer >

im currently suspecting that my maid uses my oil blotter, nose pore pack, hand cream and other stuff which im not aware of because its impossible to tell whether things like my hair serum has been used or not. and she eats up my candies. reads all my stuff like my small girl notebook. but i just pretended nothing happened lah. dont want to wrongly accuse someone... later she destroy my bras and add detergent into my shower gel die lor. better not..better not.

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and with reference to jiayen's post about harmful ingredients some time ago, i wanna talk about how HERBAL ESSENCE ( the shampoo) caused massive dryness to my hair. okla, not massive, but you know..

bought herbal essence some time ago ( before reading jiayen's post of course!) and use use use..but i didnt really like it though, just for the scent maybe and because it really nid it after i sweat out. my hair is like this oil factory. after reading the post about Sodium Laureth Sulphate (SLS) aka harmful ingredient in shampoos..i checked my shampoos and to my horror, both my shampoos (L'oreal & Herbal Essence) contain SLS. so i use my emergency spare shampoo, Pantene which, thank god, doesnt has SLS. use use use. then finish and no choice, use herbal essence everyday because i keep forgetting to buy a new shampoo. now my hair dry like hell. and SLS also can be found in one of my shower gel ( dettol).. i even checked some of the common brands in supermarket, and majority of the shampoos and shower gels contain SLS! o___o . so, the SAFE brands to use are( as far as im concerned) : Shokubutsu for body and Pantene for hair. and maybe johnson's and johnson's because it's for babies.. so.. i cant believe i typed this long about stupid SLS. another one is parabens..that one is almost totally unavoidable. found in almost all cosmetics and skincare. i guess i have to start making my own soap and shampoos soon..-__-