unproductive, so i need more secondary oocytes to be > productive?

so, another sunday is about to pass without doing any productive. so typical, typical typical. somehow, i wish the word productive wouldnt be defined as doing revision and writing 10 essays a day like a 'kiasu'. im beginning to like that word, kiasu! you, you and you! all 'kiasu's. i hope productive would be, doing some creative work, doing something you have interest in, something different, something which will add another footstep to achieve your dreams. i don't think i've done any of those, how i wish i could.

ahah! actually i did, i made cold soba noodles.-.- *clapclap* it's darn easy. but if i say,"oh, i produced soba noodle using raw buckwheat" then it'll be a totally different thing. what i did is just like cooking instant noodles la. dump noodle into hotwater, drain it, put ice and into refridgerator and take out + pour soba sauce on separate bowl. tada, done. and that's my soba noodle :

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i realize that i've been eating cakes/cupcakes everyday since DUNNO when. why is this happening? why do i sound like an anorexic-too afraid to touch food-obsessed-18yr old girl? because of corroboree lor. i bet everyone is doing the same thing, corroboree loh! so i passed by D'lish and i saw their gorgeous cupcake 20m away. and so i bought...

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and i admit, i watched "i wanna be a model" on 8tv, but just for like 5 minutes because i CANNOT tahan. simply, can't. during that 5 minutes, these are the things which appeared in mind:

-why they keep complaining this and that? hello, you are a model, stop complaining la. aiyo.so unpro k? eesh.

-uh, why is that female model rubbing that male model's shoulder? i have ntg against that, but i just find it weird for her to do that as if she is his wife or something.

-why are they not wearing swim wear in a swimming pool? okay, but still, they are models, so take this opportunity to show their assets, or tyres. hah. and why are they learning how to float? hmm.

-i hate the hosts. so boring.

walala, it's just not up to my standard, i think everyone's standard la.

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that week, we got our winangali aka the year book. must be derived from some aboriginal word. i like what one of my friend said, " this is like, the encyclopedia of all the girls in SAM!" . very true indeed. i used to study with only 150+ ppl in one form. practically, everyone knew everyone. now, i don't even know who studies in SAM. so many, and so jumbled up. and during those few days, we've been passing the yearbook around and signing here and there, writing msges. i don't think i've ever done that. finally. i've yet to read those msges yet, i promise myself to read it after SAM. then, it'll be more meaning, to me it will. can't wait!!

and i wanna critisize something again, why is the cover of the winangali so uninspiring, ugly, dull, boring, lifeless ( and put in any word which has a similar meaning to ugly) ? i just wish emmalynn would create a new cover for me. i think miss SS could do better than what we have now.